Day 4 This is based on my concern for a great niece. The dream is set in her house and in the sea. There is contamination in the sea. The great niece collects water in a plastic container and continues to fiddle with it in the house- I didnt recognise her but her Mum was there. The great niece develops sores on her arms and she is taken to hospital with smallpox. Her mother is told to clean the house, wash everything. I cant keep awake so occupy a room to sleep. In the early hours, the doctor + other people bring their car with the niece into the entrance hall and have to wait as I have to clean the room I am in-very dusty, messy. In the midst of this, my father goes out, stays out all night and returns to sleep in the early hours.
In charge of a school having to organise a day of events. Events happen, everything goes smoothly, I have nothing to do. I give a speech which no one can hardly hear, but those who do think its good. A happy contented dream! Needed to find a toilet in the dream.
Very mixed with images + people from the day before + unknown + family. The main feeling was getting ready for the wrong thing, in the wrong clothes which kept unravelling + no-one seemed to be able to help, basically not being ready. I needed to wash my hair + in the dream someone gave me a shampoo which made my hair fall out-public place like a swimming pool.
Morning: had a dream that my mother died. I was given her ashes, which I put in my mouth and swallowed. Then I became pregnant ~ with my mother. Gave birth to my own mother.
Took remedy at 11.00am.
There was a dream-very blurred now so had to get up quickly to write this. Something about choosing a present for someone and not being able to find the right colour scarf. Some people took my needles and were poking them into a board and I said Those are my needles, and anyway, what you really need is pins for that job. But they took no notice. And I was doing a job with some pins at the same time and it was difficult talking to them as I was holding a pin in my mouth and I was afraid I would swallow it.
I did dream-about a steep house with lots of floors and everywhere there was a lot of snow-and I dreamed of colours mauve and pink and a man in a grey suit. Dreamed I was in the front garden in dressing gown and fell asleep on bench-then wondered what the neighbours would think.
Up at 6.30 had a broken night got back to sleep and dreamed vividly when I woke up I remembered it was about a very controlling mother (mine but she was not like mine she might have been my mother in law or even myself) and there was a wraith like child who I think was my son and he was very white and ghostly and might die. Whenever I have dreams they seem to be connected to what I have been worrying about but usually I do not remember them for long. This one I did remember clearly.
Dreamt last night of needing to keep myself dry on the inside.
9.30am Took remedy
Dreamt of: Being with my sister, riding to school along a dusty road. School toilets were dirty and not working Yuk! Couldnt wash my hands as the taps werent working.
Dreamt of being on a yacht for dinner with my husband and son, suddenly it sped away and I wondered how all the food and drink would be balanced at such speed~ arrived at an island with a lady asking if her daughter could marry my son.
7am- Recalled short dream with my sister and my daughter or son-slightly threatening-involved a not nice person, going down a shaft, a car and a key.
Dream recall of my ex-husband and he visiting our son in a huge shelter. The people were given sugary plastic-looking dough/pastries to eat. Our son always on roller skates.
Very vivid dream about an old house, clearing it out and selling it, cleaning up the past and putting light into dark corners.
A lot-me as a priest/monk, with a black robe.
I remember cycling with flat tyres (but not worrying about them too much).
Dreamt I got married + people were throwing cheese onto other peoples heads.
Strange dream, everything was disintegrating like in a paper shredder, almost like a large wall, bits of wall were floating around, massive paper floating down through the air. Bits were floating off from the wall. Uniform bits, about the size of a pebble. Not had this dream before-felt very clear-disintegrating-being trapped not sure about it-not clear enough.
Dreamt of one of my first girlfriends but it looked nothing like her- in fact she looked like a girlfriend of an old friend who is now dead- it was a strange dream- about the impossibility of reconciliation.
Falling off a cliff in the car, P (daughter) with me. Shinning golden light as I was falling, thinking that I was about to die but at peace. Blacked out landed at bottom, rescued and was fine!
Night time, dark red bricks at shopping centre, meeting up with son.
Full of people, good atmosphere.
Crowded with people. Trying to organise return trip from abroad, all felt too complicated but not my problem. Golden lovely light around.
Full of happy people.
Busy, lots of brown colours.
Day 19 Happy and warm in a shack on a mountain.
People at a festival, crowded but not uncomfortable.
Got married, happy but couldnt actually remember the ceremony other than it took place at the bottom of stairs looking up.
I didnt really have a dream, but just saw a huge group of people- couldnt see what they did .
I was dreaming about children-somebody was looking after a baby, playing etc.